Not having a home/place of your own on Christmas may not be a big thing to some but, for a mother its everything. Not being able to keep your kids in one place for longer then a year, is the worst feeling to me.
Trust and believe I try to do everything possible for my kids. Its hard being a mother of two at such a young age. No I would never regret my kids, but I do wish I was smarter with the timing. I know God would never throw something at me that I couldn’t handle but the timing of all this heartache couldn’t be at a better timing.
Living in your husbands fathers spare bedroom, with two kids is not how I dreamed of spending my second Christmas with my husband and two kids. I am so grateful for this father and her wife. Its a blessing they are helping us out. Its like I can’t catch a break. I wanna give my kids the best life they deserve but sometimes I feel like all I do is disappoint them.
Hopefully this time next year will be 10x better me the family I have. This year has definitely not been an easy one and I’m sure I’m not the only family in this situation or worse.
Until next time……
Parenting and Raising two boys 