Everyone has heard the phrase “You don’t know what you have until you have lost it.” This statement is honestly the hardest trust anyone today has to face. Anyone that has had a heart break knows this is true one hundred percent. Relationships don’t always go the way things are planned. Some times they are good but some may not be that why. Those are the stories you don’t really hear about.
“We expect the love we think we deserve” and my confidence in love isn’t very high. I have only been in a couple relationships but only two have I truly been in love with. I was close to it three times but he destroyed me and I haven’t completely gotten over it. I have tried, tried and tried, but I can only try so much before someone just losses faith in the whole thing.
I believe I have been at that point for a long time, but I don’t wanna hurt anyone. I hate hurting people because I know how it feels. I have been hurt so many times in my life and hurting people destroys me. Recently, I was happy, I was in love, they unexpected kind of love, the kind of love you dont read about in story books. She loved me too. I ruined that one, just like I ruined all the others.
Until next time……
Parenting and Raising two boys 